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2002.02.14: Bad Grades

I got my grades today. One of my profs gave me a B-. I am stunned and upset. Did I really do that badly on my final project? I have not gotten my final project back yet, so I don't know why I got such a low grade when I was expecting some sort of "A". I tried to set up an appointment with my professor, but he won't see anyone until next week. So now I have to stew in my impatience for a week 'till I can get some answers. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.

I hate this feeling. I'm angry and impotent. I want to argue that I did everything right, but I don't even know what my prof thinks I've done wrong. I'm filled with doubt: did I do everything that the project required? Should I have argued from a more conventional postition? I hate not knowing anything. I hate not being able to do anything. Arrrrghh.

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